Nohime Runner Posted March 21, 2010 Share Posted March 21, 2010 Hey everyone, For anyone who has knwon me for an extended period, you know my mood is a rollercoaster with lots of fun loops, twists and bends. First and formost I am really sorry about that. Also, yes, I use a voice changer, once again..... Here is the skinny.... I was born with a disease called Harry Bengimin's. Roughly this disease means I was born anatomically male but my mental development, both chemicle and physical, is female. SO picture if you will, all you male members, going through yoru school years watching all the other guys play football and being interested in cars, and working out, and you just wanted to find a cute pair of pants, and go shopping, and hang out with the girls.....Torment, utter torment. The disease carries with it the effect of making equal, or sometime more, estrogen than testosterone, so your body is actively fighting itself on a mental level. You are left not knowing where you fit in, why you are the way you are and why you can't be 'Normal'. The diseas has almost taken my life 4 times. 3 times from a hormone indices psycosis (best way I can word it) and once from the doctors messing up my estrogen pills. So yes, I do use a voice changer Yes it hurts when you all call me HE or HIM I am not asking everyone to go out and look up this information abotu the disease, but be mindful. I am in the middle of transision to become a lady, please treat me like one. I would appreciate it more than I can put into words. And yes, I am off my medication because it isn't exactly cheap and my insurance doesn't cover it. I am working to get on them again soon Thank you,Numinous FoxdaleAKANohime RunnerAKAThe Raccoon Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Aryte Posted March 21, 2010 Share Posted March 21, 2010 All the more power to you! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Akara Posted March 21, 2010 Share Posted March 21, 2010 I am also a mental nutjob, welcome to the group. :) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Justice Capalini Posted March 21, 2010 Share Posted March 21, 2010 Good luck with your transitions, i will pray for you too! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Corsi Mousehold Posted March 21, 2010 Share Posted March 21, 2010 *Hugs tight because you need it* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cygna Posted March 21, 2010 Share Posted March 21, 2010 I'm really happy for you, Nohime! :) I think you're totally awesome. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Genesis Ronmark Posted March 21, 2010 Share Posted March 21, 2010 We can shop for pants together? o: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Arc Vyper Posted March 21, 2010 Share Posted March 21, 2010 If we make Aryte wear a dress will it make you feel better? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Vinnie Lei Posted March 21, 2010 Share Posted March 21, 2010 I'm sure we can all treat you as you'd want us to... at least I do ^^*hugs his fav coon ;3*No worries hun, yer great! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Steff Flintoff Posted March 21, 2010 Share Posted March 21, 2010 *pats nohime on the back* welcome to the club, 73% cerified insane here. hope everything works out. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ribena Homewood Posted March 21, 2010 Share Posted March 21, 2010 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Trinity Heckroth Posted March 24, 2010 Share Posted March 24, 2010 I.. just... OK. I gotta say this. I kinda have a problem with rampant use of the word "coon." RAcoon is ok, but... yeah. Racial slurs being drilled into our heads as being bad where im from, that one is a bit touchy.TOPIC: <3 nohime! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sera Otoro Posted March 24, 2010 Share Posted March 24, 2010 now you know people support your choices more than you think... you know i have your back on this as well nohime... :Dyou know, it kinda bugs me as well when others call me a he or him as well... so i kind of understand why it upsets you... infact, im going to post something up about myself, but thatll be when i return from work... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nohime Runner Posted September 2, 2010 Author Share Posted September 2, 2010 Bump for newer people Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Aryte Posted September 3, 2010 Share Posted September 3, 2010 (It's the cocaine.) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Iolair Posted September 3, 2010 Share Posted September 3, 2010 Nah, it's a bit more innocent than cocaine. Gotta blame the really big pixie sticks, too much sugar drives the raccoon nuts. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Trinity Heckroth Posted September 3, 2010 Share Posted September 3, 2010 Did someone say C-c-c-c-c-cocaine? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Desereck Creeggan Posted September 3, 2010 Share Posted September 3, 2010 Omg Trinity, rofl.Good luck Nohime...I mean Numinous Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ciel Eilde Posted September 4, 2010 Share Posted September 4, 2010 You have my support. All the way.<3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlackSergal Posted September 4, 2010 Share Posted September 4, 2010 I know 2 TGs here: One Post-op and one Pre on treatment. I know its not an easy road and the challenges faced.You have my utter support! :D Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nohime Runner Posted September 5, 2010 Author Share Posted September 5, 2010 Giant Pixie Stix? :D? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
