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She walks with storms in her heart and battles in her eyes.

Alright so I know it's not a new year and all that yet but no time like now to start with a fresh outlook on life. Now is the time to do that. Since Friday I have had a lot of time to sit and think while in the hospital about everything happening with me. Medically, Personally, and most of all with how I interact with people. I may not have been the best person I could have been but from this point on I'm going to be the person I know I'm meant to be. Not sure if that makes sense to people but there is change in the air.

"Skoros morghot vestri?"  (Meaning: What do we say to death?)   

"Tubī daor."  (Meaning: Not today.)

"Ñuhor līr gūrēnna." (Meaning: I will take what is mine.)

“Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid.” – Albert Einstein

"People generally see what they look for, and hear what they listen for."
- To Kill a Mocking Bird
         Harper Lee

“Every story has already been told. Once you've read Anna Karenina, Bleak House, The Sound and the Fury, To Kill a Mockingbird and A Wrinkle in Time, you understand that there is really no reason to ever write another novel. Except that each writer brings to the table, if she will let herself, something that no one else in the history of time has ever had."
― Anna Quindlen

"People generally see what they look for, and hear what they listen for."

- To Kill a Mocking Bird

         Harper Lee

“And the danger is that in this move toward new horizons and far directions, that I may lose what I have now, and not find anything except loneliness.”

So ... it seems lady luck and I are on the outs right now. It's ok woman I will get you next time. Your hand is going to fail you one of these days and I will get the last laugh!

Just ...... LOL 

Happy Pi Day! you Nerds!!!!  

Xoza finally stopped being weird cause Twitch was saying he was streaming even when he was not even home. Go Twitch! 

They say don't burn bridges you may have to cross later. I say I don't mind swimming if the bridge was f****d up to begin with.

To be a member of the Ordo Imperialis is to be part of a continuing community, with traditions and values that have been passed down from generation to generation.

Two things people should always remember: Blood makes you related, loyalty makes you family but you never push a loyal person to the point where they no longer give a damn. It's a very dangerous position to leave yourself and your group in.

There are only two options: Make progress or make excuses. Which will you do?

[4:57:10 PM] [OI] Kavia Ta'veren: In other news we are kicking ass in TOR PVP [4:57:29 PM] Imperious: The force is strong with this one. [4:57:47 PM] [OI] Kavia Ta'veren: The force is always strong with me dearest ... it's why I'm in charge :P [4:58:13 PM] Imperious: Pardon me, Darth Kavia the Destroyer!

Soldiers, when committed to a task, can't compromise. It's unrelenting devotion to the standards of duty and courage, absolute loyalty to others, not letting the task go until it's been done. -- John Keegan

Two things people should always remember: Blood makes you related, loyalty makes you family but you never push a loyal person to the point where they no longer give a damn. It's a very dangerous position to leave yourself and your group in.

Taking a breath and knowing that you are the example and should be leading is a great responsibility. Knowing that you were asked to take on this responsibility and you took it upon your shoulders and decided to NOT follow is scary but is still the best feeling in the world.

“You’re afraid that my words might be true. That the dark side doesn’t corrupt in and of itself. That you’re destined to become the next Sith Lord… Because if it is true, you have to make a decision, choosing between your life as it is—comfortable, but almost purposeless—and life as you know it should be.” ~Lumiya

That moment when you realize that no longer does blood flow in your veins but what you love. Ordo has become that important to me that I see it running in my veins.

The ones who are crazy enough to think they can change the world are the ones that do.

I wish they had a word for being happy and sad at the same time because that's what I feel every time I am with you.

Dedication to a good cause has always been the foundation to everything I stand for. Finding that cause has always been the hardest part of my life. When I found Ordo that all changed and I have looked for others to be a secondary cause but everything is second to where my heart belongs to.