Desereck Creeggan
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I will be taking a vacation from Ordo. Most of you have noticed I've been a total /fail/tard and I just need a break to get back to..well..the old Des.
Sorry to everyone I pissed off and annoyed. I didn't mean to, and it most certainly wont happen again. I'll see you all in several days - a week.
<3 Desereck
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[10:18] Trinity Heckroth (COM): [10:17] Vyce Sin: I just popped a large purple erection.
D:> MY EYES (he was a ghastly pokemon)
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HAW
and yus i am brokez ;-;
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Karlhockey Forte wrote:
[21:59] Desereck Creeggan (COM): and Vlad...you deserved that for fisting me
>_>
<_<
Whaaaat he punched me with his Beta hud... :|
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for a second i thought you meant Cubey Terra...LOL
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I'm sorry i couldnt be there..something went haywire in my computer D:< every time i try to open SL and log on my internet goes "NO!!!" and dies T_T
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LOL I love towel bat.
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Congratulations to everyone.
Edit: And yes I'm excited for more responsibility as an NCO...better ways to prove myself.
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Happy Bday Sera :3
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And I'm back guys! Missed you all.
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I will be absent from tomarrow (11/08/08) until Tuesday (11/11/08) for my mothers ceremony/funeral. The drive is 8 hours from here to there, so I may return mid-afternoon on Tuesday.
Anyone else notice the pattern in the dates i'm leaving and coming back on? lol.
08/08 - 11/11. Man, I'm psyco to notice that heheh.
Desereck
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Thanks guys, all of you. You all make me so happy and proud to know you all.
Aelus - I'm already in law enforcement (Park Ranger - Colorado State Parks) so yeah, i know what needs to be done to catch this bastard.. we've got the Saguache County Police Department on it, The Colorado Bureau of Investigation and the Federal Bureau of Investigation all on it. I'm relatively positive they'll get caught
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LOVE YOU ORDO :D
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No, Gunau, I live near the Four corners.
Thank you Sosarin, Sekonda you all are helping so much by being here.
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Freaking great, just came in today.
http://www.alamosanews.com/V2_news_article...d=10134&page=72
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Thanks, both of you. It means so much to me that people are here for me. You are all my second family, quite litteraly. Its the thing I need right now, support. Thank you, so much. I'm doing the best I can.
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Okay. I pondered this for about a day and came up with a conclusion, here it is.
You may have noticed me acting wierd lately...well. I want to let you know it is perfectly normal and might last for several months, if not years. I'm grieving inside. For several years I held back emotions, and it exploded like a soda shook too much. I've been through so many deaths, but really, this is the biggest one yet.
Around September 20th my mom was murdered, I only recieved the news a couple days ago, my family had searched for her for so long, only to get confronted with this : http://cbs4denver.com/local/Burning.Human....s.2.824050.html
It was a devastating blow to me, only losing my brother in law to suicide in 2007, leaving my sister and (now) 2 year old neice. My mother took care of my sister for the whole thing, and my neice was like a second daughter. And i lost my grandmother (very young) In 2005 to cancer, she was my second mom after my parents divorced. I spent all my summers with her.
Life is hard isnt it? Gives you delicious fruit, but locusts to spoil the fruit some days.
Well, thats the reason I've been so wierd. Thank you all for listening, and for your support. It really does mean a lot and I mean that with entire honesty.
Desereck.
Edit: Live your life with no regrets guys. Go the extra mile. I know i'm regretting a LOT of things right now. One of them being not making plans to see my mom the month before all this transpired. I feel like a complete idiot and i really wish i could go back. Take it from me guys. Love and be loved. Live your life to make yourself and others happy.
Pointless hurtful rambling. Just felt good to get it out.
(Edit2: To never hear her voice or see her face again hurts so much. But not only the effect on me i can see. The rest of my family must be taking it just as hard which hurts so much more. So much pain. Why. Why do we do this stuff to eachother. It makes me so angry why the world is as it is. Regrets; regrets are all i have now. Regrets, family, and friends, the good memories to never be tasted again in real life. The final goodbye...the final i love you...it hurts so much, to never be able to do that again, or see the smile i so much knew and the kidness. The fights and the mishaps only magnified in my tear soaked eyes. Its not fair, so unfair. Why couldnt it happen the other way around...i'd give my life to bring her back...just why...)
Every couple hours i cry for my loss, and i feel a sense of not being alone in my venture, of how many other people are going or who went through the same thing as i am. murders every several seconds makes me sick to think of how evil the human race is.
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Happy B-day! :D
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I'll be there
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QUICK HIDE KEYSTONE, INTUS IS A CHILD OFFENDER, GET THE HOSPITAL WHEELCHAIR AND STRAIGHTJACKET
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[20:26] Desereck Creeggan (COM): no one has sent me a message on my ordo email. i feel unloved. lol.
[20:27] Intus Infinity (COM): desereck you need friends first
[20:28] Desereck Creeggan (COM): ;-; I haz friends
[20:28] Intus Infinity (COM): .. Wow I just realized how mean that sounded
[20:28] Intus Infinity (COM): :< i sry
[20:28] Desereck Creeggan (COM): MEANY
[20:28] Brandi Rowlands (COM): XD
[20:28] Cyphre Iredell (COM): I must be rubbing off on Intus <.<
[20:28] Desereck Creeggan (COM): hahaha quoted
*intus offers friendship*
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Woo! Go Ordo \o/
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I remember Gwenniii...looong memories....looong time. Jee.
Vacation.
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o_x? What?
I'm coming back for a bit guys, the stress of a sucky relationship behind me, i think I'm back to normal. If you see me start acting up again just send me a simple IM saying "You need more time." :D Glad to be back.