o.o; Trust me, in life we are indeed given the Fruits and the Locusts. Some people have more locusts than fruit. The important thing when dealing with Grief is to not avoid it and act like you will be fine, I learned this; unfortunately too late to help myself. If you're ever down remember you can always talk to one of us, I'm sure all of your brothers at Ordo have an ear for you. Part of my employment was bereavement counselling which never gets easier, I've always got an open door if you want a chat.